Make/Believe with Alyssa Faye

I'm a brushstroke away from making it...one dopamine dip from falling apart

Sometimes progress sounds like Fall Out Boy at full volume.

Alyssa Faye

Sep 06, 2025

I flooded my nervous system with nostalgia yesterday.

I had to finish painting the trim on the entire upper floor of my house, and my ADHD brain was like:

“Absolutely not. Too big. Too boring. Immediate shutdown.”

So I bribed myself the only way I knew how -- with music.

I’ve been on a “ Retro Alyssa” kick lately-- early 2000s emo/singer-songwriters who could siphon all the feelings out of your ribcage with three chords and a pinky finger.

Matt Nathanson. Dashboard Confessional. Jack’s Mannequin. Fall Out Boy.

Every song felt like opening a time capsule. Like visiting a younger me who still thought in drama, glitter, and first-kiss static.

And somehow, between coats of paint on trim and at-the-top-of-my-lungs singalongs, the task didn’t feel impossible anymore.

Music reminds me that I’m not just one self.

I’m a collection of what was. A chorus of what can be.

Even if in that moment, its just the owner of a freshly painted house.

Sometimes, to move forward, all it takes is a little borrowed energy from bittersweet angst and yesteryear.

Hey - I’m Alyssa — an artist, poet, copywriter, and idea strategist reclaiming her humanity & rewilding through words.

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