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Chrystal J Smallwood

Artist. Executive. Contemplative. I write on Spirituality, Grief, Art, Healing and Life because they matter. They all matter.

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Chrystal J Smallwood

Chrystal J Smallwood

@chrystalsmallwood

Artist. Executive. Contemplative. I write on Spirituality, Grief, Art, Healing and Life because they matter. They all matter.

Chrystal J Smallwood

My Mother Died Yesterday.

My mom died yesterday.

Chrystal J Smallwood


#Art is my greatest blessing. I’m stoked about being accepted into the 91st Annual National Juried Show in #Cooperstown, NY this summer. #woodburning #womenartists

My piece “Miners Lantern” is a reflection on the North East PA Coal Region, and the hard working men and women who kept the region alive in the late 1800’s.

We should be mindful that:

  1. Transformation doesn’t simply mean spiritual.
  2. Transformation was never meant to be kept to ourselves.
  3. Transformation takes time.

I’ve been watching my mother die for a month. The end of her life is near. In a few hours I will be a parentless daughter.


There will be a last time you look someone in the eyes. Make sure to dwell in the small moments while you can.


I slept in the bathroom.