Implausible 🦤 Immigrant 🇲🇺

Starting life over in a new country while recovering from cannabis addiction.

By Adam Green

· Launched 8 months ago

“An ongoing true-life story. A middle-aged American quits their drug habits and moves to a country halfway around the world, a place they’ve never been and where they know no one. Their flimsy excuse for a survival plan soon proves to be a fantasy. They turn to journaling to sort out reality from delusion and to wrest meaning from the jaws of despair. Will this be an inspiring tale of rebirth or an drawn-out suicide note?”...”

“An ongoing true-life story. A middle-aged American quits their drug habits and moves to a country halfway around the world, a place they’ve never been and where they know no one. Their flimsy excuse for a survival plan soon proves to be a fantasy. They turn to journaling to sort out reality from delusion and to wrest meaning from the jaws of despair. Will this be an inspiring tale of rebirth or an drawn-out suicide note?”

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Implausible 🦤 Immigrant 🇲🇺

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Implausible 🦤 Immigrant 🇲🇺

Starting life over in a new country while recovering from cannabis addiction.